February 24th 2020: Three things I'd do if I wasn't afraid

Scuba dive. • I'm not a strong swimmer. • Swimming in the ocean with things that can eat me is unsettling. • Natural bodies of water are powerful and unpredictable. I love the ocean, but I barely go past my ankles when I visit it. Someday, I'd love to push myself for the experience of it. Parachute. • I'm not the best with heights. • The possibility of the chute not opening and ya know- becoming a pancake. • The possibility of hitting a tree or something else unexpected. Before having kids the thought of jumping from a plane was far less terrifying. I'd love to feel like I'm flying though. Visit New York. • So many people. That's basically the only setback, haha. I can't stand crowds. NY has been my dream destination since I was like 13 though. I want to go and explore all the history of our nation. This is the most appealing of my feared experiences, and will likely be the first one I attempt.